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What Direction?

I have a final in the morning. That probably won't be the case by the time this gets posted, but as of right now, it's 2 AM and I have a final at 8. It's no use trying to sleep though. I'm restless. I've got a tension in my chest, a swirling mess of ideas and feelings that won't rest until I give them some attention. So I'll write, see if its helps. I'll try, though, not to indulge my typical grandiosity this time around. I have something to say, but not much, so I'll try to say it in as few words as possible.

So for this one moment in time, I'm stuck between worlds, straddling my junior year of college and the last summer break I'll ever have. Hmmm. Sobering. And at this road's edge, I don't really know what to do with myself. I feel like I say the same thing every time I sit down to write though. Is it because I am perpetually tumbling about in a directionless void? Or because I never feel motivated to write except during those win…