Showing posts from August, 2011

Even and Especially

I wonder what I mean to accomplish with this blogging thing. I don't get the impression too many people read. Heck, most of my posts go un-commented. I do appreciate whatever readership I do get though, and at the end of the day I need to make a decision about my intentions with the whole thing. Am I interested in getting attention or just getting my ideas out there? It probably all boils down to pride in the first place anyway.

So lately I've felt like a pretty pathetic excuse for a person. I spend more time on a couch than most people spend... well, doing anything. I feel like my brain is atrophying from lack of use. While I love the time I spend with my friends, I always feel fatigued during, and then while I'm at home "resting" I feel like a sack of... what's less productive than potatoes? Summer isn't turning out to be quite what I expected. In theory, I should just ask God what He wants me to do with my summer, and I do legitimately believe that'…